Monday, June 23, 2008
WWE Draft New's!
I'm pissed...Jeff Hardy was drafted to Smackdown. Then I realized cool! Hardy Boyz are back! ...Wrong! They have a match for another draft pick...They lose to ECW...Matt's fucken drafted to ECW!! So now...As I'm typing another match for annoucer drafts...It's gonna suck! I like J.R and Lawler together...Maybe Mick Fooley and J.R would be cool. Mick Fooley and Lawler would be awesome. So far though...I have geussed right on all the drafts...I fucken knew C.M Punk would come to Raw. Then I had the feeling Matt would be going to ECW. Didn't expect Rey Mysterio to come to Raw though. Had no idea Jeff would be going to Smackdown...Well I was right! Fucken Mick and J.R...Then Lawler and Cole!
WWE Draft New's!
I'm pissed...Jeff Hardy was drafted to Smackdown. Then I realized cool! Hardy Boyz are back! ...Wrong! They have a match for another draft pick...They lose to ECW...Matt's fucken drafted to ECW!! So now...As I'm typing another match for annoucer drafts...It's gonna suck! I like J.R and Lawler together...Maybe Mick Fooley and J.R would be cool. Mick Fooley and Lawler would be awesome. So far though...I have geussed right on all the drafts...I fucken knew C.M Punk would come to Raw. Then I had the feeling Matt would be going to ECW. Didn't expect Rey Mysterio to come to Raw though. Had no idea Jeff would be going to Smackdown...Well I was right! Fucken Mick and J.R...Then Lawler and Cole!
Friday, June 20, 2008
...Father...I'll miss you..
So I just found out...Richard has passed away. I checked Eric's myspace page. There was a blog with Richards name. I was told Eric moved to the coast, so I was gonna help him get a job...I missed work today, cause I was sore all over. Barely able to move. Then found out this...I'm so fucken pissed off. I'm gonna call George and find out if he knew. I'm pissed that neither of them had told me about it.
Richard was the one person who had the best answers to everything. He was the Father everyone wished they had. The one man you could count on no matter what situation. Some people remember the phrase, "You can't always be the snake, you gotta be the rat!" I came up with it one night. Then I asked Richard if he knew what it meant. Something created without an answer, had been born with a new meaning. He told George, Eric and me a story.
It was about some biker guys. All buddy buddy, hanged out all the time. Riden there bikes everywhere. Bein bad asses. There was the leader guy. Then the other two. Well one day Leader had been blessed with a newborn. So within time, one day Biker 1 was in the room with the leaders baby. Then Biker 2 had caught him doing things. He hadn't wanted to be a snitch. Knowing how'd he'd feel in such a situation, hefinally told Leader. With that following the events followed to death to Biker 1. Moral: "You can't always be the snake, sometimes you gotta be the rat."
I always look back on that. I spent a lot of time with Richard. He would tell me stories of all sorts of things. We'd talk about UFO's, Ghost, Racing, Goverment, How things were made, History, Car's, So many things...Heh...Campbell Soup Song...I looked up to like a Father. Cause he filled that gap I never seen before. Also...He was one of the best creative cooks and artistic people I've known. I could go all day talking good of Richard...Looking back when we first met him. Everytime we seen him, and left. We'd be talking about what he just told us or what he did. Always giggling or acting like little school girls.
I wish I could of had one last smoke out with him...Followed up by a convo of life, issues, and everything inbetween...With this...I'm gonna configure a great tribute tattoo. He was the Father I never had. He taught me a lot...I've always thought about the moments we had. I wanted to take him to a Racing event in Indiana. I was gonna endure work and overtime so I could buy a packaged deal. When I offered he declined...I tried my hardest, but he wouldn't go.
None the less...I wanted to give him back something awesome, for all the wisdom he passed on me. All the time he gave me...So with this tattoo...i'll make it to remember...I have to push myself harder...Cause he believed in me. He encouraged me in music and art...He pushed me to learn new things...
Thank You...Richard Elizando...For being a Father, Mentor, and Friend...Rest In Peace...
Richard was the one person who had the best answers to everything. He was the Father everyone wished they had. The one man you could count on no matter what situation. Some people remember the phrase, "You can't always be the snake, you gotta be the rat!" I came up with it one night. Then I asked Richard if he knew what it meant. Something created without an answer, had been born with a new meaning. He told George, Eric and me a story.
It was about some biker guys. All buddy buddy, hanged out all the time. Riden there bikes everywhere. Bein bad asses. There was the leader guy. Then the other two. Well one day Leader had been blessed with a newborn. So within time, one day Biker 1 was in the room with the leaders baby. Then Biker 2 had caught him doing things. He hadn't wanted to be a snitch. Knowing how'd he'd feel in such a situation, hefinally told Leader. With that following the events followed to death to Biker 1. Moral: "You can't always be the snake, sometimes you gotta be the rat."
I always look back on that. I spent a lot of time with Richard. He would tell me stories of all sorts of things. We'd talk about UFO's, Ghost, Racing, Goverment, How things were made, History, Car's, So many things...Heh...Campbell Soup Song...I looked up to like a Father. Cause he filled that gap I never seen before. Also...He was one of the best creative cooks and artistic people I've known. I could go all day talking good of Richard...Looking back when we first met him. Everytime we seen him, and left. We'd be talking about what he just told us or what he did. Always giggling or acting like little school girls.
I wish I could of had one last smoke out with him...Followed up by a convo of life, issues, and everything inbetween...With this...I'm gonna configure a great tribute tattoo. He was the Father I never had. He taught me a lot...I've always thought about the moments we had. I wanted to take him to a Racing event in Indiana. I was gonna endure work and overtime so I could buy a packaged deal. When I offered he declined...I tried my hardest, but he wouldn't go.
None the less...I wanted to give him back something awesome, for all the wisdom he passed on me. All the time he gave me...So with this tattoo...i'll make it to remember...I have to push myself harder...Cause he believed in me. He encouraged me in music and art...He pushed me to learn new things...
Thank You...Richard Elizando...For being a Father, Mentor, and Friend...Rest In Peace...
Thursday, June 19, 2008
Let The Peruvian Truth Be Told.
SMOKE BREAK WARNING!
Yo. Alright so I had a little confrontation with my Mom earlier. She thought it was Friday. We settled it after calling our Cousin then Aunt. It was becuase she just awoke from a nap, thinking it was morning. None the less...I made 100 dollars through a little bet with her it was Thurday.
Other then that juicy ordeal. I went to the store to pick up some essentials...Jelly for PB+J!! Then other essentials. Well a few after I got home Cousin called back. Cause she was in the middle of something before. Explained what was going on. Then...I was talking with her.
Cousin-"You start work yet?"
Me-"Yea, been working all week. It's a little hard at the moment but it's all good."
Cousin-"Ah, well you need to get a higher education."
Me-"Yea, I know. I plan on it once I get out of here. Settle down again."
Cousin-"You know? Shouldn't of ever left Portland! Your biggest mistake was coming back. Now you'll never get out."
Me-"Heh...I know...It's not like I could help the situation. I will get outta here...Just with every oppertunity something came up."
Cousin-"Yea, that's how it goes. Your stuck here now. You should of never left Portland..."
Me-"No...I'm going to leave. I had oppertunity's. People offered to let me stay with them. It's just I don't want to depend on them like that. I'd go and have no money. It's not cool that way. Atleast have something to offer for staying."
Cousin-"Yea, that's a good thing. You got a job now. Need to quit paying on your phone and save up."
SMOKE BREAK!?
Pretty much nothing else interesting...What pissed me off the most was two things of that conversation...First! You need a higher education! The funniest thing about that...She believe's she's high and mighty cause she's in college...Right? She's taking a course that makes you an office assistant...Yea? Well it's like a 2-3 year course...Following still? I hate to burst your fucken bubble bitch...But I just spent a year at a college based education facility. One year, to learn everything your learning! When you first started...Did I not tell you THE MICROSOFT WORD BOOK IS HUGE?! That it's simple minded bullshit!? You could of learned the shit online...? Oh, but I forgot...Cause you know how to fucken double space, and make a few pre-set tab commands. That your special enough to be on the honor role! "Hey look at me, I can type 55 wpm! Which makes me on the honor roll!" I'm one step further then your old ass...
Second...I left Portland. Becuase what's there? Tell me? What the fuck in the world is in Portland that has anything to do with me? My past lays at rest there, that's all! Nothing exist for Charlie Eric Luya there anymore. Memories of my past...The great pains and suffering. Oh yea, man I love that spot where I grew up with dispair. Oh look, there's the school where I killed my best friend! Hurry! Look this is where I was during a drive by! Grab the camera! Take a picture of me and this house! This is the house my Grandpa built for me. Then that lady married him while he was drugged up and took my future away, darn...Well look over here! This is where I went to kindergarten! I was subject to racism here! Oh man, oh man! This is my elementry school! Everyday, I was told I wasn't gonna become anyone. I was gonna fail and be a nobody! Hey, check it out. That's the house, that my Mom lost. On the next block is the other house where we got evicted and had moved to the coast...
SMOKE BREAK!?
That's the life I loved to wake up every morning to for the rest of my life. Memories that flowed continousily as I went around town...Not only that...I had nobody...Then how could I ignore my Mom...Our Cousin never helps her out enough. They live to far apart for immediate help. I can't forget the past, but I can't live the future knowing I created such a past. To where I ignored my Mom's health...? Our Cousin always thinks about her own needs before others...Just look at her children...Heh...
I'm gonna tell you peoples somethin...Some of my deepest darkest secretes...
SMOKE BREAK!?
So...I figured this thought for a long long time. Since I was very young. I finally found out the answer. Alright, so I've always noticed small things I do. Like the way i'll act and speak. I figured I had been mildly handi'...Always...Then I always noticed how my Mom had acted too. Her little actions and the way's she talks. So since I was young. I had figured I was handi'. Well recently, she had told me. She was considered mentally retarded. It made since...It doesn't bother me really. I just wanted the answer. None the matter, I'm who I am with some mild idioticyness that I'm lovable for.
SMOKE BREAK!?
Next...I forgot completly...Ok it's back! I finally came to realize...I'm nothing but a quitter! I haven't quit anything seriously latley. I was just remiscing back in the day things that I endured then quit. The thing is I feel as if I've quit Bass, Drawing, Tattooing, Cartooning, Writting, Jobs, some other small things. I think about it at work, cause it's not that it's hard. It's just
The whole standing...I'm a big man, so my legs gotta hold up a lot of weight. The feet endure serious stress and pressure. Then I get to thinking I should just quit. Then get to thinking I can't...Cause it'd get easier if I endure it. That sticking with this...will pave the future. Cause I believe...Motel 6, was the longest job I've had...about 5 month's?
I've decided to take on another part time job aswell. Well...then there's the thought of going back to college aswell...I've been discussing it forever...I'd really love to take some art classes. Somehow...I'm going to do that. I want to perfect them. Yea...I also want to follow up on studing more Buddism. I planned on calling Colleen today...I'll do it when I have a day off though. Then i'll ask what the book's name was she let me borrowed. It was really enlighting. Plus I'd like the wisdom of Richard...
SMOKE BREAK!?
Well...Even with all that bull...I've pledged it before...I have numerous people to prove wrong...No matter what I have to do...I'll reach the top...Looking down upon them. With a simple apolology and smile. I'll let the past be the past as I wave good bye. I haven't done anything extroirdinary in my life...But I haven't commited anything regretfull either. The past's mistakes are my bookmarks. Refrencing them when needed. I'll offer my hand to the next person. For you never know the one person you fuck with, may be the same person who surpasses any expecations in life you had configured...
SMOKE BREAK!?SMOKE BREAK!?SMOKE BREAK!?SMOKE BREAK!?SMOKE BREAK!?SMOKE BREAK!?SMOKE BREAK!?SMOKE BREAK!?
Yo. Alright so I had a little confrontation with my Mom earlier. She thought it was Friday. We settled it after calling our Cousin then Aunt. It was becuase she just awoke from a nap, thinking it was morning. None the less...I made 100 dollars through a little bet with her it was Thurday.
Other then that juicy ordeal. I went to the store to pick up some essentials...Jelly for PB+J!! Then other essentials. Well a few after I got home Cousin called back. Cause she was in the middle of something before. Explained what was going on. Then...I was talking with her.
Cousin-"You start work yet?"
Me-"Yea, been working all week. It's a little hard at the moment but it's all good."
Cousin-"Ah, well you need to get a higher education."
Me-"Yea, I know. I plan on it once I get out of here. Settle down again."
Cousin-"You know? Shouldn't of ever left Portland! Your biggest mistake was coming back. Now you'll never get out."
Me-"Heh...I know...It's not like I could help the situation. I will get outta here...Just with every oppertunity something came up."
Cousin-"Yea, that's how it goes. Your stuck here now. You should of never left Portland..."
Me-"No...I'm going to leave. I had oppertunity's. People offered to let me stay with them. It's just I don't want to depend on them like that. I'd go and have no money. It's not cool that way. Atleast have something to offer for staying."
Cousin-"Yea, that's a good thing. You got a job now. Need to quit paying on your phone and save up."
SMOKE BREAK!?
Pretty much nothing else interesting...What pissed me off the most was two things of that conversation...First! You need a higher education! The funniest thing about that...She believe's she's high and mighty cause she's in college...Right? She's taking a course that makes you an office assistant...Yea? Well it's like a 2-3 year course...Following still? I hate to burst your fucken bubble bitch...But I just spent a year at a college based education facility. One year, to learn everything your learning! When you first started...Did I not tell you THE MICROSOFT WORD BOOK IS HUGE?! That it's simple minded bullshit!? You could of learned the shit online...? Oh, but I forgot...Cause you know how to fucken double space, and make a few pre-set tab commands. That your special enough to be on the honor role! "Hey look at me, I can type 55 wpm! Which makes me on the honor roll!" I'm one step further then your old ass...
Second...I left Portland. Becuase what's there? Tell me? What the fuck in the world is in Portland that has anything to do with me? My past lays at rest there, that's all! Nothing exist for Charlie Eric Luya there anymore. Memories of my past...The great pains and suffering. Oh yea, man I love that spot where I grew up with dispair. Oh look, there's the school where I killed my best friend! Hurry! Look this is where I was during a drive by! Grab the camera! Take a picture of me and this house! This is the house my Grandpa built for me. Then that lady married him while he was drugged up and took my future away, darn...Well look over here! This is where I went to kindergarten! I was subject to racism here! Oh man, oh man! This is my elementry school! Everyday, I was told I wasn't gonna become anyone. I was gonna fail and be a nobody! Hey, check it out. That's the house, that my Mom lost. On the next block is the other house where we got evicted and had moved to the coast...
SMOKE BREAK!?
That's the life I loved to wake up every morning to for the rest of my life. Memories that flowed continousily as I went around town...Not only that...I had nobody...Then how could I ignore my Mom...Our Cousin never helps her out enough. They live to far apart for immediate help. I can't forget the past, but I can't live the future knowing I created such a past. To where I ignored my Mom's health...? Our Cousin always thinks about her own needs before others...Just look at her children...Heh...
I'm gonna tell you peoples somethin...Some of my deepest darkest secretes...
SMOKE BREAK!?
So...I figured this thought for a long long time. Since I was very young. I finally found out the answer. Alright, so I've always noticed small things I do. Like the way i'll act and speak. I figured I had been mildly handi'...Always...Then I always noticed how my Mom had acted too. Her little actions and the way's she talks. So since I was young. I had figured I was handi'. Well recently, she had told me. She was considered mentally retarded. It made since...It doesn't bother me really. I just wanted the answer. None the matter, I'm who I am with some mild idioticyness that I'm lovable for.
SMOKE BREAK!?
Next...I forgot completly...Ok it's back! I finally came to realize...I'm nothing but a quitter! I haven't quit anything seriously latley. I was just remiscing back in the day things that I endured then quit. The thing is I feel as if I've quit Bass, Drawing, Tattooing, Cartooning, Writting, Jobs, some other small things. I think about it at work, cause it's not that it's hard. It's just
The whole standing...I'm a big man, so my legs gotta hold up a lot of weight. The feet endure serious stress and pressure. Then I get to thinking I should just quit. Then get to thinking I can't...Cause it'd get easier if I endure it. That sticking with this...will pave the future. Cause I believe...Motel 6, was the longest job I've had...about 5 month's?
I've decided to take on another part time job aswell. Well...then there's the thought of going back to college aswell...I've been discussing it forever...I'd really love to take some art classes. Somehow...I'm going to do that. I want to perfect them. Yea...I also want to follow up on studing more Buddism. I planned on calling Colleen today...I'll do it when I have a day off though. Then i'll ask what the book's name was she let me borrowed. It was really enlighting. Plus I'd like the wisdom of Richard...
SMOKE BREAK!?
Well...Even with all that bull...I've pledged it before...I have numerous people to prove wrong...No matter what I have to do...I'll reach the top...Looking down upon them. With a simple apolology and smile. I'll let the past be the past as I wave good bye. I haven't done anything extroirdinary in my life...But I haven't commited anything regretfull either. The past's mistakes are my bookmarks. Refrencing them when needed. I'll offer my hand to the next person. For you never know the one person you fuck with, may be the same person who surpasses any expecations in life you had configured...
SMOKE BREAK!?SMOKE BREAK!?SMOKE BREAK!?SMOKE BREAK!?SMOKE BREAK!?SMOKE BREAK!?SMOKE BREAK!?SMOKE BREAK!?
Yo, Need Your Peruvian Dosage?
So as I said within the premier of Big Peru Inc. I have created this blog for my everyday Peruvian life. I'll basically use this one for whenever I have something to spill of my life. Interesting or not. I got nothing at the moment...Keep on the look out for http://bigperuinc.blogspot.com/ updates!! I'll be putting helpfull deals, open up a question deal. None the less...It sounds really really dumb...I'm hoping that it'll become helpful in someway though. So spread the word. If at all, it should be interesting enough!
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